in desperate need of a break(room for rent and job) in ottawa
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In desperate need of a break(room for rent and job)
Artesa Private, Ottawa, ON K2S 0J8
added 21 days ago
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| I’m in desperate need of a break. I know this is a very long shot but I need help and im running out of ideas. I’m a very kind and honest person. I’m just going through a tough time. I had a decent job but it was really hard for me because of how physically demanding it was and I have an injury that’s still healing. I decided to try something else that I was actually very good at but after a week and a half of giving that a try they ended up laying off everyone because the company wasn’t getting enough back from the marketing. I had found another job that I thought for sure I would work out. They gave me the job in the interview but texted me the next day to make sure I had some requirements which I do not have. I thought I had found another job that was from home but it turns out it was just a highly sophisticated scam that’s being run out of china. Luckily I realized before anything bad happened to me. I applied for everything and anything I could find that I’m qualified for but it’s not a lot since I didn’t graduate college and I don’t currently drive. No I can’t go back to old job, they have filled the position. During this lovely adventure I had a tad of a mental breakdown. I turned my phone on do not disturb and locked myself in my bedroom for a week. I live with my landlords and a couple other roommates. During my little mental breakdown(it’s still in progress) I was having such a hard time being around other people because I didn’t want to have to explain what was going on with me and there’s absolutely no way to avoid seeing anyone when your landlord is literally always sitting on the couch by only enterance. I decided to smoke my vape out my bedroom window. Which obviously wasn’t the best idea. I made some poor choices due to my unexplained crippling anxiety that I currently have. I guess someone saw me smoking from outside and my landlord came up and spoke to me about it. It was a really bad moment for me so instead of just apologizing I got kind of defensive and said that “it’s just vaping, I wasn’t smoking smoking”. In hindsight it was a stupid thing to say and I backpedaled right away but it was too late. She said that I was always like that when she talked to me and there was another time she spoke to me and I got defensive. I tried to ask her when and she said she couldn’t remember. It doesn’t make any sense because we had never had any issues before. Like at all, I was never home before and when I was I was just in my bedroom. She told me it just wasn’t the right “vibe” and she would like me out as soon as possible. I asked her when that was and she said ideally by the end of the month but mid may would be fine. I’m dumbfounded. I get that I did something stupid but I didn’t think that was grounds for eviction. I also thought I should be given more time. I’m just putting it out into the world that I’m struggling hard and I’m hoping maybe one kind sound could help me. Either with housing or a job. Even both. I would love to live with an elderly person and work for them. Does anyone need help around the house and company? |